I always knew that I am very short tempered like my father but I used to think that I am what I am. But I had to turn to see the other side of the coin; after all one side can not bring the balance. I thought to become patient, bring calmness in my nature and think thousand times before reacting on any matter. This was not necessary only for me but also not to hurt my loved ones. Expressions play very important role in gesture because they leave impression.

My father is a great fan of Shree Rajnish and my mother believed in all God and Godess without drawing religious line. So since my early childhood I had not learned any particular religious pacts to follow. Being grown up in Gurukul, I am a firm believer of Shrimad Bhagvad Gita. I am not saying that I am a master of its philosophy but yes I learnt few aspects of life since my gurukul days on the path of Gita. Life is been destined by two way journey: one towards self and another towards world. One has to see the beauties on both the ways. I thought to let my conscious grow. I thought to read something on Buddha and I asked my father whether he had anyone. Obviously he had and suggested me to read very very big versions of “Eso Dhamo Sanatano” by Osho depicted on Buddhism. By seeing the size I found excuses. Later on I thought on Buddhism, to reach the self they boycott all the material aspects but in my opinion how one can leave the things without holding the same. So it is very necessary to hold to leave it and hence one has to indulge in materialism to become aware of self.

Final destiny is to attainment of conscious. It’s not important which path we walk on but it is more important how is the journey and enlightenment during the journey. So I thought not to indulge in any particular way or say not to follow a specific religion, the real thing is to become moral and that I can not achieve by deciding what is good or what is bad, but the point is to become conscious of all actions and to crush the ego and not to believe in worldly words. Finally I realized this is the path I used to follow but I just need to be more conscious which somewhere I had lost and so all the problems started popping up and so I need to go back on my way of Spirituality, I don’t need to become religious.